Chapter 27
Xiao Yi was stunned, almost thinking he had misheard: “I was just joking; you don’t need to compensate me like this.”
“Don’t you want to?” Fu Yu asked seriously.
Xiao Yi’s heart had barely settled for a few seconds before it became chaotic again. “Don’t ask me like this; I might not be able to resist the temptation. I’m not a good person to begin with… While I can still control myself, I advise you to take back your words.”
“Do you not want to date me?” Fu Yu asked, not understanding the indirect conversation.
“What does dating even mean? Just two people being together, right?”
“What do two people do when they’re together? Discuss life and work? You don’t think of me as a saint, do you?” Xiao Yi leaned in closer to Fu Yu and lowered his voice, “Just by standing here, I want to hug you, kiss you, and do those things that would disgust you… If we’re together, do you think I can restrain myself? You can’t handle those things either, so don’t make empty promises.”
Xiao Yi thought that by expressing his innermost thoughts, Fu Yu would back off, but after thinking for a few seconds, Fu Yu said, “I can’t handle those things right now, but hugging and kissing should be okay. I hugged you just now, didn’t I?”
Fu Yu’s tone was as if he were discussing the feasibility of a plan, rational and calm.
Xiao Yi was exasperated, “Are you sure? You can’t even accept eating food that someone else has touched, and now suddenly, you’re telling me I can hug and kiss you. How can I believe you?”
“Then let’s try it,” Fu Yu suggested.
“Try what?”
“Try kissing.”
Xiao Yi had lost count of how many times he had been shocked tonight.
Fu Yu was quite calm about it, “I’m serious. If kissing is okay, it means I can meet the necessary conditions for dating, right?”
“What do you mean by necessary conditions…” Xiao Yi sighed, completely surrendering. Fu Yu had always been like this, his thinking was completely different from ordinary people. Even in such an emotional situation, he spoke so rationally.
“Do you want to try?” Fu Yu’s eyes were clear, with a hint of excitement.
Xiao Yi’s self-control completely collapsed; how could he resist such temptation? He clenched his teeth and said, “Let’s try it! Don’t regret it!”
Fu Yu shook his head, “Nothing could make me regret more than misunderstanding you for all these years.”
Although he knew this wasn’t just a sweet talk, Xiao Yi’s heart swelled with these words, almost floating into outer space.
The person he had longed for so many years was right within his reach, and he had verbally allowed him to touch. Xiao Yi couldn’t restrain himself any longer.
Xiao Yi reached out and lifted Fu Yu’s chin, his thumb gently caressing Fu Yu’s thin, cool lips. He lowered his head, examining his expression. Fu Yu’s face showed no reluctance or reluctance.
He really wanted to try being kissed by himself.
Xiao Yi’s eyes darkened suddenly.
“One last time, are you sure you won’t regret it?”
“Mm.”
Xiao Yi swallowed hard as his throat went dry.
“You asked for this.”
Without hesitation, he leaned down and covered Fu Yu’s thin lips.
They were slightly cool and soft. Perhaps it was because of the cold wind outside just moments ago, but Fu Yu’s lips still felt cool. However, Xiao Yi’s warmth gradually returned them to their original temperature. The kiss was dry and warm, sending a tingling sensation through their bodies. It was as if a claw was gently scratching at their hearts, making Xiao Yi’s heartbeat go wild.
This person, who had been so cold, had such soft lips… Xiao Yi even hesitated to use any force, afraid that he might turn Fu Yu’s lips red. However, when he imagined that scene, his heart raced even more, and he had to forcefully suppress those tempting thoughts.
Compared to Xiao Yi’s intense heartbeat, Fu Yu remained calm. He opened his eyes when Xiao Yi pulled away, and his eyes reflected Xiao Yi’s face, which was so close to him. He watched him attentively, with only him in his eyes.
“Do you… hate it?” Xiao Yi’s throat was a bit hoarse, and he had to swallow some saliva before he could speak. “Do you… like it?”
Fu Yu shook his head gently.
“Then… do you like it?”
Fu Yu thought seriously for a moment but couldn’t come to a conclusion. “I can’t say for sure… Do you want to try again? A longer kiss?”
“You…” Xiao Yi’s anger surged; he couldn’t stand Fu Yu’s unintentional teasing. “You’re really…”
He couldn’t find an adjective for a moment, so he simply lowered his head and sealed Fu Yu’s provocative lips again, pressing harder than before.
The person in his arms was incredibly docile, tilting his head slightly to allow the kiss, not resisting at all. This obedient response made Xiao Yi even more itchy and impatient, and his heartbeat pounded louder.
He grabbed Fu Yu’s hand and placed it on his heart while whispering between kisses, “My heart is about to explode here, it’s all your fault…”
“Thump, thump…” Fu Yu felt his intense heartbeat, not knowing if he was infected or what, his own heartbeat uncontrollably sped up.
He was about to open his mouth to respond when suddenly, Xiao Yi’s arm around his waist tightened, and their bodies pressed tightly together. Immediately, something agile and moist pried open his teeth, took advantage of the opportunity, and entered, wrapping around his tongue, filling his mouth with scorching breath.
Fu Yu froze for a moment, not knowing where to place his hands and feet.
Kissing was one thing, but tongue-kissing was an entirely different matter. Exchanging saliva was downright nauseating for someone with a germophobia like him.
But he didn’t seem to dislike Xiao Yi’s invasion… It’s just that this sudden and eager intrusion was too rapid and caught him off guard. His disrupted breathing and the unruly tongue in his mouth left his mind blank, not knowing how to respond.
Such intimate and deep contact, such close proximity of their bodies, was something Fu Yu, who usually disliked being touched by others, found difficult to get used to.
However, Xiao Yi didn’t give him time to adapt.
The person in front of him was like a wild beast trapped in a cage for a long time, finally regaining freedom. The suppressed low panting was mixed with a melting heat, gradually revealing a dangerous nature.
Xiao Yi’s kiss became more and more unrestrained and bold, his tongue delving deeper, hooking and sucking on Fu Yu’s tongue, sweeping like a storm through every corner of Fu Yu’s mouth, brushing over his teeth, pressing against his upper jaw, making it impossible for him to close his mouth, taking away his every opportunity to breathe. The overwhelming desire left Fu Yu feeling somewhat breathless.
He was kissed to the point where his head repeatedly tilted backward, but Xiao Yi’s arm around his waist tightened, pushing him back. Xiao Yi held the back of his head, continuing to explore with his tongue, changing angles, and kissing him with a fiercely unrestrained demeanor.
It was at this moment that Fu Yu deeply realized how gentle and cautious Xiao Yi had been with him in the past.
Until he was almost out of breath, unable to bear it any longer, he had to push Xiao Yi away.
For a while, both of them had chaotic breathing.
“Sorry,” Xiao Yi apologized to Fu Yu, who was panting, and when he saw Fu Yu’s originally pale lips had turned rosy from his kisses, he couldn’t help but swallow and peck his lips a few more times.
“How do you feel?” Xiao Yi asked.
Fu Yu struggled to regain his breath and said, “It’s a bit uncomfortable…”
Xiao Yi’s fervent gaze suddenly turned melancholic. “Uncomfortable, huh? I thought so too. How could you possibly like it?”
Fu Yu leaned against his chest and bit his lip, saying, “It’s not the kind of discomfort I dislike… You just kissed too passionately.”
“Is that considered passionate?” Xiao Yi’s eyes lit up again, and he smiled, his voice low. “If we were in a relationship, I might kiss you like this every day, even more passionately than just now. Would you regret it?”
Fu Yu’s breathing finally returned to normal, and he asked, hesitating, “Why are you so intense with me? Are you mad at me, or do you kiss others like this?”
Xiao Yi was speechless. “I’m not angry, and I’ve never kissed anyone else. I just like you, like you too much, and can’t control myself.”
Fu Yu hesitated and said, “But didn’t you have many girlfriends in college?”
Xiao Yi was momentarily stunned, then reacted. “Damn! They were just for fun; I never even touched them!” He had wanted to make Fu Yu feel like he was living carefreely, not thinking about him at all. It was a childish way of venting his frustration, and of course, he would never admit to such embarrassing things.
“I’ve always had you in my heart, how could I touch someone else?”
“But you seemed quite skilled just now…”
Xiao Yi blushed, a rare sight. “I’ve thought about it countless times in my head, so of course I’m skilled.”
Fu Yu chuckled lightly at his words.
Xiao Yi was momentarily stunned. How long had it been since Fu Yu had smiled at him? He couldn’t remember the last time.
Fu Yu naturally had handsome features, but his expression had always been cold and distant, exuding indifference. He was like the moon reflected in a lake, something one knew was difficult to reach but couldn’t help but admire, a heavenly beauty descended to the mortal world, something to be admired from afar but not touched.
But when he smiled, even if it was just a slight curve of his lips, he instantly became captivating. It made people realize that this beauty was not an illusion but something real and tangible. The desire to possess him grew madly, wanting to make him their own and never let go.
Fu Yu noticed Xiao Yi staring at him intently and asked, “What’s wrong?”
Xiao Yi’s deep eyes were fixed on Fu Yu’s lips as they moved. He had just tasted Fu Yu’s soft tongue and was starting to feel dry in his mouth.
“Do you really want to be in a relationship with me?” Xiao Yi’s burning gaze stared straight into Fu Yu’s eyes. “If you agree, I might kiss you even more fiercely than before.”
Fu Yu furrowed his brows slightly, as if considering something. After a few seconds, he said, “Agreeing is definitely a yes, but can you…” His words disappeared into the tight embrace of their lips and teeth.
On this evening, Fu Yu thoroughly learned that Xiao Yi was a man of his word, but no matter how intense or tender the moments were, he never pushed Xiao Yi away. After all, in his eyes, he owed Xiao Yi so much that a few kisses were nothing. But it seemed like there was more to it than just guilt…
It was as if something lost had been found again and was quietly sprouting.
