With his eyes lowered, Shu Changyu sat at the table and slowly ate the food on the plate.
This was the first time he had experienced the feeling of food being completely tasteless.
The dishes on the table had already been reheated by Jing Mu’s order, and the tea in the cup had also been replaced with fresh tea. Yet sitting in front of him was a Jing Mu who stared at him without blinking.
For the first time, he hated his own useless body.
When he was eight years old, he had jumped into icy water to save someone. At that time, he had already practiced martial arts for two years, and he was far superior to others his age. But after that incident, he no longer even had the qualifications to continue practicing martial arts.
Originally, he had not considered this a serious problem. If he could not go to the battlefield, then he would enter the imperial court instead. That was also a way to serve the country.
But now, he did not even have the ability to resist a fifteen-year-old half-grown boy.
“Imperial Tutor.”
Jing Mu rested his chin on one hand and spoke with a smile.
“In the future, if I discover that you refuse to eat or drink again, I will go punish the prison guards who serve you. What do you think?”
Hearing this, Shu Changyu put down his chopsticks.
“Jing Mu, what exactly do you take me for?”
He raised his eyes and sneered.
“How many innocent people have died by my hands? You know better than anyone. What? Now you plan to threaten me with other people?”
Jing Mu, however, only smiled gently.
“Imperial Tutor, I won’t allow you to speak of yourself like that. I know exactly what kind of good person you are.”
Shu Changyu looked as if he had heard some ridiculous joke. He let out a mocking laugh, then picked up his teacup and took two sips.
“I’m finished eating.”
He said.
“If there is nothing else, Lord Jing may return now, yes?”
Jing Mu only shook his head with a smile.
“No need to hurry.”
Shu Changyu glanced at him and no longer wanted to pay him any attention. He simply put down the teacup and turned away.
“Imperial Tutor won’t be staying here for long.”
Jing Mu smiled.
“Otherwise, I would have already replaced all the bamboo outside the window with weeping willows. But such a large-scale change would take a long time, so I can only trouble Imperial Tutor to endure this place for now.”
Shu Changyu had never before witnessed Jing Mu’s remarkable ability to focus on completely unnecessary things while ignoring what mattered.
He gave a cold laugh.
“Today, I have already reported this matter to Father Emperor.”
Jing Mu continued.
“Father Emperor even instructed me to take good care of Imperial Tutor and not let Imperial Tutor catch a chill.”
Hearing this, Shu Changyu found it even more laughable. He deliberately spoke with sarcasm.
“The people of the Jing family really are all the same. I cannot believe that in my previous life, after more than ten years, I still failed to see that you and your father were cut from the same cloth.”
Jing Mu did not take offense at all. Instead, he sighed.
“Indeed. In Imperial Tutor’s eyes, I am no different from everyone else.”
Shu Changyu replied coldly:
“Do you not find it disgusting to say something like that?”
“I sincerely love someone. What is disgusting about that?”
Jing Mu smiled.
“Imperial Tutor, you do not know how many years I have carried these words in my heart. They have long since grown together with my soul.”
“Besides…”
He stood up and walked to Shu Changyu’s side. Lowering his head slightly, he whispered into his ear.
“Imperial Tutor, I have already done far more disgusting things than this. Does one more sentence really matter?”
Shu Changyu’s pupils contracted.
He shoved him away and took a step back.
This fifteen- or sixteen-year-old youth was like a sapling in spring, growing taller little by little. Before he even realized it, the boy who had once been his equal in height had already grown half a head taller than him.
Standing beside him like this, Jing Mu gave him an oppressive feeling that rose from the depths of his heart, making it difficult for him to breathe and filling him with an urgent desire to escape.
Jing Mu simply stood there, smiling as he looked at him.
Naturally, Shu Changyu did not know what Jing Mu was thinking at that moment.
Jing Mu was thinking:
Why had he not done this sooner?
Why had he not simply locked him by his side, broken his wings, and prevented him from doing those things that hurt others?
Although it would have been painful all the same, at least his heart would not have been empty like it was before.
After a moment, Jing Mu smiled and sat back down. He began chatting with him casually.
“Imperial Tutor, do you know that I am currently handling a case regarding the imperial examinations in Huzhou?”
Shu Changyu ignored him.
But Jing Mu knew that Shu Changyu was definitely listening.
He continued speaking to himself.
“In my previous life, there were two officials in Huzhou who accepted bribes and committed fraud during the provincial examination. Later, after the matter was exposed, they were escorted back to the capital and were about to be executed.”
He continued:
“Imperial Tutor, in this life, when these two men were escorted back, they were sent to the Court of Judicial Review. I personally went to reexamine the case, and unexpectedly discovered some other matters.”
“—Imperial Tutor, do you want to know what I found?”
“If Lord Jing has no other matters, then you may leave.”
Shu Changyu said.
“Even if Jing Mu continues serving in the imperial court, you are still an official of the Ministry of Works. Matters concerning criminal trials are not something you should interfere in.”
He only wanted Jing Mu to leave as soon as possible.
Yet Jing Mu did not move.
He continued:
“These two men were actually connected with the Governor of Huzhou, and also connected with my eldest imperial brother. The local examinations, local officials, and the central Ministry of Personnel were actually all connected into one chain.”
“The most important link in this chain…”
“was Fan Yuan’an, Imperial Tutor.”
